A Release of Anger (Burn Baby Burn!)

i rode a jeep on my way home i saw an old high school friend int he jeepney he asked why didnt i take a ride to fairview instead he asked if i stay in a dorm i said no, condo. "At medyo napalakas pa yata ang boses ko when i said that" Suddenly the manong driver didnt return my change, i paid 20 pesos for the fare then when we were headed somewhere near welcome rotonda i asked for the change, then he gave me 3 pesos instead of 6 pesos. I wasnt really concerned with the money i just want things returned to me fairly just like the 6pess change from the 20 peso bill i paid. then afterwards he was driving the whole vehicle like crazy you will notice that through the amount of inertia that doesnt seem very normal.
if illustrated to an object our trajectory is right but our projectile seemed wrong which made it very noticeable.

If only i was insane by that time and lacked self control i wouldve spilled my paint thinner, mixed with a little amount of linseed oil, turpentine and gas (its an artist thing) then probably buy some cigarette from a vendor that roams around jeepneys during the traffic, and throw the cigarette right through my spilled gas spell and poof! it became coco crunch! the whole jeepney will burn together with the driver! But i think thats too violent for a few peso change, well, i know its sin although it only runs in my head, the urge begins there though but of course iw as just releasing my anger to myself.

As he kept on dragging the jeepney i became mad again and told myslef "Ikaw ay isang jeepney driver lamang at ako ang kinabukasan ng bayan!" but still after saying that i knew it felt wrong. it is wrong. and so instead of letting it stuck in myself i decided to just write it here in my own little sanctuary, wherein i wont be judged for my imperfections, shortcomings and the like, even for negative reactions, and pesimistic views or just a bad attitude like this one. But as this post ends, my anger emancipates, it flies away and as i press the dot which is the last element of this post, ill make sure that these thoughts would be thrown away and will be replaced by a genuine smile. ^__^